AUDREY

2010-08-06T18:47:00.002+08:00

Goodbye.

perry love♥

2010-07-25T22:28:00.005+08:00

Katy perry with teenage dream♥

She just released that song. So totally love her.
How twitter could be so useful most of the times with her updates teehee.
Wished someone would just leak out where her flight arrival is.
haha that would be so totally awesomeee.

alive yet dead

2010-07-22T00:27:00.004+08:00

Dead blog, bet no one reads it anyway.
Havent been able to update cause i'm too lazy.
And OF COURSE, due to the horrendous amount of schoolwork again.
It's driving me nuts day by day.
Whatsmore, there's this stupid weekly logbook for us to write down the number of hours that we had studied and it's so dumb because anyone can cheats anytime.
There's even an award for the most "studious" person. gosh.
Its like this is really a moment right now that I chose to get onto this laptopp instead of sleeping like the usual days because I'm sick of that routine.

Sigh, I miss last year. I miss the fact that schoolwork is not piling up in me.
I miss the fact that I'm able to sleep with no worries of work not being done.
I miss the fact that I'm online most of the time especially during late nights.
And I miss blog-hopping/stalking other people's blog.
Without my iphone, I can literally die.

And I know that many people are so stress after entering into JCs.
Seen it, heard it.
And I'm just a little afraid that I wont able to handle those stress too.
But whatever it takes, I'm still aiming for it.
No matter what circumstances I have to go through. I guess...

Whatever, life is beautiful.

...

2010-07-04T22:20:00.003+08:00

Ah, I'm sad.
Argentina lost yesterday during the soccer match.
I was so confident that they will win.
Okay I'm not some soccer freak or anything and I dont really have a single clue bout football but worldcup seems soo interesting to me.
And Messi really impressed me so much. Sadly, Germans won them.
I'm so sure the jews would be crying now. LOL

I still dont feel that stress in me though prelims are coming.
I really did tried my ultimate best during chinese oral.
It was like my first time not giving up during a chinese conversation and being so nervous and all.
Pray hard cause I dont wanna retake :/

And you know what, the singfest thing. Stupid.
Yes I'm not going and I decided not to go cause it's alot of money spent not only on Katy Perry BUT on other artists as well.
Which I'm really not interested so it's rather a waste of money yeah.
Though I dreamt so much of her coming to Singapore and it came true.
haha rightttt.

P.S: I blogged this yesterday. I just forgot to publish it. LOL

Lost of arrival

2010-06-25T20:30:00.005+08:00

I just had tuition. It's been postponed to today.
I almost died AS USUAL.

ANYWAY, guess what.
I heard from debbie that Katy Perry's coming to Singapore!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGZXZXZXZXZ!!!!
( I dont usually put 'zxzx')
BUT FOR KATY PERRY, OMG I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY!
Sadly, it cost like 175 bucks shit and its freaking expensive for a singfest.
Considering that there're other artist coming as well which I'm kinda not interested so yeah, sucks shit :(
Worst, it's damn hard to see her at the airport cause security might be tight and we might not even get a chance to see her.
Adding on that my mum wont be paying this for sure, IT MEANS THAT I MIGHT NOT EVEN SEE KATY PERRY AT ALL. :(
AHHHHHHHH DAMN SAD!
Oh man, howwwwwwwww? I'm still waiting for her new album to be out!

Never mind, on the bright side, worldcup's gonna be much more exciting starting from Saturday!
The team who loses will be out from worldcup immediately.
And it's damn exciting to come to the point where both teams have to resort to penalty kick in order to win the match. Awesome much? So much suspense.
And tonight's gonna be a great one too!
Portugal versus Brazil.
Mann I really hope portugal will win since Brazil is alr going for the next round despite any consequences.

Hahaha how I wish everyone will be able to have an iphone/blackberry so that we can tweet and tweet on twitter all day long :p

DAD

2010-06-20T13:09:00.005+08:00

You know, I'm alr done with glee ):
This is so depressing because season 2 is not out yet.
And it's just a week more to school, damn hmk not done yet.

GLEE
Their songs are so awesome, most of them are mainly from the 70s or 80s.
I know that sounds eew but their vocals are so fantastic.
AND I LOVE PUCK!!!!

Okay enough of Glee :)
Worldcup can be so addictive sometimes.
I totally support Argentina cause my dad bets on it.
And I'll get a 100 bucks if that country ever wins. Yay me!

Btw, Happy Father's Day!
Though my dad is loud, disgusting cause he farts loudly and takes hours just to shit and pollute the environment and gets agitated very easily and shouts "goal" extremely loudly when watching worldcup when almost everyone is asleep, I still love him cause he's awesome and could be caring at times and likes to treat us for dinner and he's a really great dad to be.
And so, we're gonna eat satay at home to celebrate father's day.
You know, usually people would rather go out and celebrate but that's my dad's wish to stay home and eat satay. LOL

And this thing of deprivation,
everyone seems to be so emo nowadays. ):
SO CHEER UP PEOPLE.
You guys cant promise that you can solve all your problems but believe me, you should face it and do it with your heart and not by your emotions.
As I believe, nothing beats more than telling yourself to stay strong and happy instead of letting your emotions control you. :)

Oh btw, I'm kinda active in twitter now (:
www.twitter.com/pootperry

I...

2010-06-16T18:14:00.003+08:00

I guess yesterday has really made me realised something.
Something that I should have realised it long ago but I was blinded by what was happening around me, or things that I do not want to happen.
And now, I know what I'm doing now and it's definately should be right.

Sometimes, focusing on those priorities that we have now is better than focusing on what we've missed.
Aint it?
I mean, that does not mean that we have to ignore those stuff that we've lost but we just have to not take so much notice on it.

Well, so I'm gonna promise daryl to be real honest with him.
White lies are possible but not those really bad ones. LOL
As I believe, no matter how things go wrong, one thing for sure, mistakes really do help us find things that are really meant for us.
You cant deny it.

I took really long to post this up.
So I hope you would kinda read it...and be happy for me (:

People say that the bad memories cause the most pain..
But actually, it's the good ones that drive you insane.

blue?

2010-06-12T16:09:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I feel so outta hand.
It's just like something I can never control.
And I know it's really wrong but I cant help it.

For all I know, I'm really lucky right now and I should know what's right and wrong.
Things turn out best for the people who make the best of the way things turn out.
And I hope to be one of them. I can alright.

Does Katy Perry really have blue hair? LOL

If you wanted the sky,
I would write across the sky in letters
That would soar a thousand feet high
To sir, with love.

spill

2010-06-11T21:32:00.003+08:00

Wednesday's bday celebration at wilson's house was fun.
It's like kinda a really long time since I ever saw them as a whole.
Sadly, wy couldnt make it.

All I can say, the ice-cream cake was awesomee.
There was actually a small cake before the real one and we wanted to light it for 19 times since that's his age. haha
Well, it's kinda funny when one see one another and both act as if like nothing has ever happen at all.
Maybe it'll just cease the awkward-ness but in anyway, that didnt exactly work out for me.
For once, I'm still like a mute as always, denying everything as much as possible.
I guess I just dont have the courage to do what I'm able to do.
Sad aint it.
And I might as well predicted that it will be the same thing in the future.

As for now, I'm exhausted.
I had so much fun today with D. :)
We wanted to go shopping but didnt exactly work out that way.
I had a sudden craving for ice-cream so we ate at ben and jerry's.
And now I'm feeling guilty!
Well, I really needa report to the police for the lost of my IC soon.
Mass spam of Glee tmr ;)

dead

2010-06-05T18:58:00.002+08:00

I just created twitter and now it's dead.

Thursday was a freaking sucky day cause I lost my wallet :(
I think I lost it on the bus?
Oh wait, I dont even remember tapping it in. Sigh.
Must this always have to happen every june hols?
Last year was bad enough, it sucks shit.
(I still will never forgive that ass who took it and never have the courage to return it back)
But luckily this time, I was stronger (:
HAHA though I lost my IC as well. Sighhhhhh.

I hate my flu. It sucks.
And my cough too. It's damn irritating.
And it's not getting any betterrrrrrrrrr.

And I WANNA WATCH GLEE.
I have the freaking show in my computer and I have not watch it yet!
The worst thing is, I havent completed gossip girl.
Omg such a loser righttt.

works wonders

2010-05-31T21:55:00.003+08:00

Alright, chinese paper is finally over.
Left oral and listening compre.
Gaaaah I hope I wont retake again. oh gosh :S

Daryl's been working lately. It's kinda weird to say that but yes he is.
And for these past few days, I was revising my chinese as well.
Well, things didnt go exactly that smoothly considering that we hardly see each other and phone calls were only made possible at night.
Sometimes, it's hard cause none of us ever realised it.
Furthermore, the lack of sleep could cause one's temper to change.
I wish it could be like the old days, where you wouldnt always find fault in me.
But anyway, all's fine and alright I guess. (:
I hope so.

Anyway, I have been getting in touch with my iphone lately.

ALICIA(:

BREAD'S RETARDED PHOTO 1

BREAD'S RETARDED PHOTO 2

AWESOMEEEEE

damn cheena

2010-05-29T19:48:00.004+08:00

I have a bad feeling that I may have to retake O's chinese again.
Oh please, no ):
I just found out many stuffs bout chinese that I wasnt aware of so like yeah, dead shit.

SO, since my brain's gonna explode any moment and I might die soon from intensive chinese,
at least here's something that made me go AHHHHH.

Omg he's gorgeous...

Sweet sixteen

2010-05-26T21:24:00.003+08:00

Intensive chinese is hardly intensive and it's boring.
And O's chinese is on Monday.
Kym said she's gonna treat me to lunch if I can ever achieve A2 and above for chinese.
YESSSSSSSSSS.

Anyway, my pimple is still not gone yet.
I know I've been some whiny kid who grumbles over a "tiny" pimple but I cant help overreacting about it.
Especially when it is soo freaking obvious and it had been there for many days!
Sucks right, total big shit.
Oh well, I'm alr 16. So I suppose I should be more MATURE now.
HAHAHAHAHA

For the life of me, I would like to thank everyone who wished / celebrated for me on my bday.
Especially at the canteen, when all of you guys sang the song and such, overwhelming it was.
I could say it was a wonderful experience and yet heartening at the same time.

Wonderful it was because I really appreciate those things you did.
The snow white cake, and those presents really made me happy.
Thank you, I love you (:

However, there were still missing bits of pieces along the way.
The time when I didnt spend a single time with you guys alone filled me with guilt.
The truth is, it's not fair to all of you and therefore, an apology is needed here.
However, saying sorry is useless shit so I just want you guys to know that I love you all.
The "cake" (those bottles) may be insignificant but it aint to me. Cause I love it.
Thanks so much, it really do mean alot to me.

Through all this, I could say my sixteen birthday was memorable. (:

zits freeeee

2010-05-20T21:35:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings (:

Sad to say, I'm no longer gonna wear my 'naughty naughty pets' watch anymoree ):
Coach pulled my hand so strongly that my watch slipped off and the belt came off.
Bye watch, now I can use that as an excuse to buy a new watch =D

Exams are over, and my results are out.
English screwed shit, mum's taking me to an english tuition.
I'M SUCH A LOSERRRRRR.

I've decided, all the while, it's kinda foolish of me to think bout such stuffs.
When you came to school yesterday, I did hestitated but I did tried at the same time.
And then, when I saw the look in your eyes, I realised it's very hard for me to even try to speak to you again.
Not because I hold grudges but it's that distance that made it so far apart.
I guess, I wouldnt want to be optimistic in handling such matters no more.

Oh btw, I HATE PIMPLES!

HAI-YA!

2010-05-12T23:54:00.003+08:00

HI.
IP MAN IS SUPER AWESOME!
I WANNA LEARN BOXING NOW.
THEN I'LL PUNCH EVERYONE'S ASSES.
HAI YA!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA

mama

2010-05-09T18:17:00.006+08:00

Everybody seems to be celebrating mother's day now but I'm not! ):
From "baking cakes", "having dinner" to whatever that makes any mum happy.
And thats because my mum went for a holiday trip and she wont be back till like 11th may?
AHHHHHHHHHH

Anyway, exams are gonna be over soon!
It felt like mid years are over alr.
Sooooon, I'll start my movie marathon and gossip girl! YAAAAAAY

And daryl will be online tmr! LIKE FINALLY.
HAHAHA

Happy mother's day! =D
I'm feeling damn happy now (though I cant celebrate mother's day)

):

2010-05-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

Today's a bad day, amaths paper was a total hell shit.
Even katy perry cant cheer me up.

I should stop sleeping late.
I must try not to sleep late.

I should be stronger,
and yet I cant help it.

I should look at many things at a different perspective,
but my heart failed to.

I miss your old-cheerful, self ):

hidden

2010-05-05T22:59:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired, I'm not having any motivation to revise for tmr's papers.

From the start, everything was nothing.
And it didnt became a something. It was just a passing memory down the lane.
Sometimes, when you havent seen something for a really long time, you wouldnt be able to feel a sense of welcome cause everything was not in place in the first place.
It wasnt even meant to be started out right from the begining.

Everything was crap shit aint it?
No, its not.

The truth is, it wasnt suppose to be amazing in the first place.
Despite our intentions, fate wins.

never give up

2010-05-04T16:22:00.005+08:00

And the things that keep us apart kept me alive.
And the things that keep me alive kept me alone.

You and me forever happy.

stupig!

2010-05-03T18:37:00.005+08:00

I know i've said that i'll blog after mid years but I cant resist temptations.
Anyway,

HAPPY BELATED SWEET SIXTEEN CHANHIUMUN!

Was a day late cause I was really tired yesterday :/
The plan yesterday didnt exactly went well, though it didnt failed. (:
The surprise at her house was unexpected cause it wasnt the initial plan but I'm glad it did came as a surprise to her.

Chan hiumun, this is gonna be a really long post to you. (Nah, not that long.)
Its been more than 3 years since we ever met.
To cut it short, I still could rmb that you're the second person who ever talk to me on the first day in school.
And when you met me in the canteen, you dont even know that I was in your class. LOL

And then we started to went home together (same bus) and got closer.
We got even closer when I forced you to join drama with me and I swear you never did regret it! And then on, we would have our heart-to-heart talks on fridays which is so totally awesome.
Remembering that you're always the one planning our birthdays, I hope the celebration yesterday made you smiled.

Though we had our fights and quarrels once in a while, it's that small little disputes that made us closer together.
You may be having a little hard time now, trying to manage things together and going through those pains. (you know what i'm talking bout)
But stay on and breathe, cause I know you're one strong friend (:

I love you chanhiumun! =D

similar yet different

2010-05-01T19:44:00.003+08:00

1st of May-Happy birthday Zan(:

I have hardly anything to blog about nowadays cause life's like a daily school-like routine.
But of course, it's gonna be different this month cause ITS MAY! =D

But mid-years are already here. ):
Soon to be, it's gonna be over.
Will be back after that ;)

unwritten

2010-04-25T16:44:00.006+08:00

Hello wello.
I'm suppose to be starting tuition now but the tutor's not here yet.

Oh well, I think I can never get so stressed over anything though it's a crucial year this year cause of many happy causes.
It's like an odd turn of events from the way things were like last year. (:

Though I can say there's quite alotta unfortunate events these few days.
Loads of drama and causes of worries and all.
And maybe the misunderstanding is all cleared now?

Mid-years are coming...urgh sucks big time.
Chinese oral is what I'm worried most about. Who the hell is miss tan?
I'm soo hoping she'll be damn lenient.

Anyway, my older sis said I'm too young to get an iphone! ):
@#$%^&*(*&^%$#

Currently my msn page is a total blank ):

=D

2010-04-18T20:17:00.003+08:00

Wassup with guys not wanting to go out cause it's raining?
Darren koh refuse to go out cause he hates carrying umbrella and he doesnt wanna get wet.
OMG DAMN LAME.

My tuition just ended and my tutor couldnt stop telling me bout his life, his life theories and his freaking family.
Then he starts telling me bout his iphone which is so awesome cause I hope I will get one soon.

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.
I didnt went for hyun su's party yesterday. (cause it was raining)
HAHAHAHAHA just kidding =D

I'M HAPPY (:

long walk ahead

2010-04-14T23:18:00.003+08:00

I'm soo wanting to blog now.
This is my 100th post =D
HAHA still could remember I accidently lock my previous blog and hence the settings sorta went haywire.
So I start afresh with this blog, being addicted to words like 'poot poot' during a period of time and thats how farts came about.

Nevertheless, I would still reminisce and read back my previous posts once in awhile.
Especially those that happened last year.
Should I just say that the holidays spent last year were full of ups and downs.
And maybe this year would be a even better one with the exception of O's.
I just know that my whinings to many people has really ceased down alot.
I guess I dont whine so much anymore or complain as much as I used to.
And that's kinda good aint it? (:

There's so many little things out there thats worth more then what you are clinging on.
And sometimes, the slightest things somewhere are able to replace those room in your heart someday.
My dear sister, cheer up alright?

I wanna watch lovely bones.
I know the movie sucks and the book's awesome.
But obviously, I've not completed the damn eclipse yet which I'm gonna give up soon.
And I have no time to read books. Totally.
So say yes to piracy people.

moments of tears

2010-04-10T10:58:00.004+08:00

It's been exactly a week since I've blogged.
I'm glad speech day's over.
I thought I would be quite nervous yesterday but I felt more excited than usual.
Saw alot of graduated students coming back to school and taking their prizes and such.

Alot of things have been happening these few days actually.
Everyday is like a single piece of shit coming back home, fretting bout the hmk not done.
And yet when I chose to sleep instead, I ended up regretting for my choice.
However, I still feel glad by those laughters in school and time spent with D.

I guess I should be happy for what I have and yet, it didnt work that way yesterday.
I thought I felt horrible when I see him after the speech day ended.
Cause it didnt felt right and all was weird and awkward.
But then I realised that I felt worst knowing that you knew about it.
Knowing how badly I didnt want to go to spices at first and you getting frustrated bout it.

I should have known how you felt at that moment in time and yet, I didnt react much to it.
Somehow, there are those moments where I try not to bother so much bout the past.
And when such moments takes place in me, it felt so hard and horrible.

I know why I'm feeling that way.
Trust me, you wouldnt want to know how I felt it.
I do admit I still care for him.
But even such, I wouldnt want to be affected by it anymore.
Cause the only person that I want to care and love is you.

I'm sorry, D :/

There are times when I'm too sad to speak.
Tongue tied and tired, no clue of what you need to feel like yourself again.
If I could feel you, I would. I'm right there.

I WANT

2010-04-03T20:49:00.002+08:00

I've not been going out for two days and I'm completely lifeless now.
Still suffering from cough but my flu and headache's getting better now.
I NEEEDA GO OUT!

So good friday aint really a good day after all.
Darren said he saw lots of easter advertisment outside yesterday.
Which made me soo jealous cause I was cope up at home the whole day.

So I needa break free and go out tomorrow!
I needa be energetic again!
Oh yes, I hate being sick! Sucks like total shit.

It's like you cant do anything but sleep and sleep and sleep.
Though I really love sleeping but aint it abit too much?

I didnt get to see anyone for the past two days.
It alr felt like ages. oh gosh

Never gonna be alone

2010-04-02T21:19:00.004+08:00

This is how I was feeling for the whole day today:

Yesterday felt like the worst day of my life.
Today couldnt be any better than that.

Had flu, cough and on-off headache.
Felt soo crappy going to school that I cant wait for everything to end fast yesterday.
And when it did, I went to the doctor and had to queue for what seems like an hour for my turn.

So apparently, he claims that there's something in my eyes and thats why I'm seeing those stuff.
He calls it small little mosquitoes that follows your eyes wherever you go.
He had that too but it looks more like little tiny patches of black dots to me.
And it just wont go away until bout 5-7 mintues later. Gross.

So I went home and slept through my 'afternoon nap'.
Today, I was shocked for waking up around 7 plus in the evening.
While everyone went out and enjoyed their day since it's a public hol, I spent my day sleeping.
That sucks cause the doctor said I'm not suppose to go out but rest at home.
And I had tons of bad dreams that are still captured in my mind.

Currently, I felt so miserable now.
I'm having terrible headache and yet, I dont want to go back to sleep again.
It's just one of these days where I felt like I'm wasting my life away.
And I'm cut off from ever single thing and there's only me and my bed.

infested

2010-03-31T23:00:00.003+08:00

Life's been rather a little peaceful without bread for the past two days.
There seem to be lesser noise pollution and lesser unecessary screamings and laughters.
Which all aint good cause there was always an empty seat beside me for two days.
So rest well bread! Better be back for school tmr (:

Talk to bestfriends just now for awhile and I told him i'm so stress.
Not because of hmk and all those shit but the lack of sleep.

Okay i'm currently feeling damn miserable cause of the stupid flu bitch.
Gonna see the doctor tmrrrr :/

stay close

2010-03-30T19:25:00.003+08:00

We're getting close

I just read kym's blog and then I found out she's having a real hard time.
So cheer up alright?
So maybe he'll realised one day of how much you suffered.
And though you continued to stick with him and yet feeling so sad and stuff,
dont worry you still got us, (and your baby)
We could lend you our listening ear anytime yeah! =D

After reading that latest post, I realised not all relationships are gonna be like what we want it to be in the future.
Like couples could be so sweet to each other one year and then the year after, things start to change cause they got sick of each other?
Oh no, I guess it dont happen to all couples right.
Because I'm so scared :/
But oh well, I should just treasure what I have now =D

(I did an essay on marriage today) LOL

Because maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me.
After all, you're my wonderwall (:

trust

2010-03-28T23:17:00.003+08:00

Mixture of complicated events during the past few days and I'm not sure if i should be happy or satisfied with it.
But anyway, thanks mummy for being so understanding and believing in me that i'll be able to manage my time well.
And to trust that I'm sensible enough since i'm alr going-to-be-16 (:

Anyway, thanks for the kinder surprise. HAHA it looks like an easter egg though.
I've been seriously dreaming bout it for so long but I couldnt bear to buy it since it is expensive.
So I didnt expect that and really, thanks (:
Daddy said Jesus died on easter day.
And my sis doesnt even know.
HAHA so much for her christianity.

There's so much things that I want to type out now but yet, I cant write it in a way of how I want it to be. haha
Well yesterday was Earth hour and I tried to save electricity but failed.
I shall try harder next time. To be more enviornmental friendly. HAHA

I'm currently addicted to this song,
Whatd'ya want from me; Adam Lambert (:
DAMN NICE!

himbo (:

2010-03-24T19:22:00.004+08:00

Omgggaaah I cant believe I'm at home soo goddamn early.
Well usually school ends late so it's early CONSIDERING that my housey is soo far far away from schooland! =D
hehehe

Anyway, I know time is really running fast now and in no time, O's could just appear like right now.
Though it's still like bout 5-6 months more but aint it soo fast right?
Cause it's alr March and speech day is coming soon. OHGOSH.
And everything will be :( till O's are over.
Today is exactly 2 months right away from my bday! (hint pleaseeee)
HAHA JUST KIDDING =D
MAY ROCKS YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAH.

So apparently Rafael asked me to visit his blog and I saw his latest post.
Oh yes, old times, old memories.
I cant believe I used to have a crush on you when we were sec 2.
Come to think of it, it's so hilarious rightttttt.
Like how I used to get so jealous when you're soo close to jillene.
And how I get soo sad when I know we're gonna be in diff class in sec 3.
And every now and then you'll starting mocking at me of how foolish I am to fall for you just because of the many incidents during sec 2 camp. HAHA

Well I'm soo glad we're good friends now.
Though I know how badly you want to graduate from this school and not go for any gatherings anymore, please dont ):

A friend in need is a friend indeed (:

Note: this photo was taken last year. It's soo much better than the one at your blog. HAHA

Okay I needa rush on geog nowww.
OMGGGAH I MISS D! :/

chui! (:

2010-03-21T23:02:00.003+08:00

I have a feeling that he's gonna kill me for posting up this picture but oh well..WHO CARES!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Anyway, HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN!
I really do hope you enjoyed yourself today (:
And I'm soo soo happy that the surprise really worked!
Cause I thought it would fail considering that this is my first time organising such stuff. hehehe
ENJOY!

With lots of love,
ME :P

try

2010-03-18T02:11:00.004+08:00

Upon blog-hopping, I wonder why more and more people are locking their blog these few days.
Fear of invation of privacy? Maybe I should lock it too.
So that I wouldnt have to watch what I'm typing or most of the time,
backspacing everything of what I've wrote for fear of hurting others.

Anyway, I had picnic today!
Okaay whatever, it doesnt matter if this is my first time or whatsoever but I really do appreciate that you brought all the stuff.
Thanks a million!
And it's also my first time going to Henderson wave.
Okay whatever, I sound like a noobshit now who has never done many stuff but NO.
As least I did now (:
So retarded during the train ride. HAHA

Omg I'm soo HAPPY for chanhiumun! =D
You know what I meant. ;)

;(

2010-03-17T09:46:00.002+08:00

Goodbye
Someone please wake me up.
I havent done a single shit yet.

Yesterday,
was so awkward, awkward to see your face though I alr expected that you would turn away.
But then again, I guess I've made the right choice.
Because I'm not regretting.

The previous day,
was so bad, cause I can feel what's worrying you.
Though you dont feel my care, its okay.
Look on the bright side of life.

Today,
I did nothing.
I kept falling asleep cause the bed is so tempting.

Now,
I'm gonna stop.
Goodbye.

JJ

2010-03-12T23:17:00.003+08:00

Collection of results today.
Guess I wasnt really satisfied with it, especially english and chinese.
Oh well, luckily it's not the end of the year yet.

Most importantly,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JUNJI! (:

Looking forward to tmr =D

changes

2010-03-11T10:18:00.000+08:00

So I guess yesterday (sports day) wasnt a really good day after all.
Well I was actually quite looking foward to it but nah.
Firstly, it rained. Omg of all days, it had to rain on that day!
Secondly, we didnt win cheer dance :/
Lastly, everything was just soo saaaaaad after that!

But...ALEXANDRA WON!!!!!
OMG YAY WE BLEED RED YAAAAAW.

And then today we had lessons again and it felt soo weird after all the tiring events.
And Mr andre's leaving ):
BUT tmr's a friday so that means holidays are coming! =D

You know on that particular day wasnt all good because so many stuff that I didnt expect came to me.
In my dream world, everything seems to be okay.
But I know in reality, it's gonna be fine too.
Because I believe and am putting in faith in you.
I wonder what's it bout you that I wanna try harder.
Though you may think I never show, I could have tried with every means.

However,
I know its here to play with our hearts, and never to go away.

I soo love my best friend. yeah right.

paramore ):

2010-03-07T14:25:00.002+08:00

My sister is going for Paramore's concert today AND I'M NOT!
):
Mummy's paying for her cause it's her birthday.
So I dont get the piority. That sucks.
She probably cant see Hayley given that she got the seating tickets.
HAHAHAHAHA

Okay so yesterday was fun.
From dear john to the nonsensical books and then the many rides to many places.
And there's this waiter who got tomato sauce on his fingers and yet he does'nt seem to realise it.
Joke.
I'M SOOOOOOO TALLL!
hahaha just kidding.
BYE! =D

I feel you

2010-03-04T23:31:00.007+08:00

-How's life?
-Not awesome, it sucks today.

I think my mood totally went all down when I received smth.
Something that woke me up from my dreams, that I've always been pretending nothing has ever happened all along.
Putting on a smile as many times as possible though I know how and what you are feeling.
Feeling guilty when you're not with us, in fact most of the time.

I didnt realised, I didnt realised a single shit of what's going on.
Until someone woke me up.
And then before we could have the time to save it,
we may have alr lost it.
And it's just that none of us ever noticed about it.

Or maybe when we did, none ever said a single fuck.
Or try to slove the situation and yet all we do is just acting as if nothing happened.
I should have known but yet I thought you were happy with them as well.
I should have known when you kept all quiet on the bus.
I should have known when we barely exchange any words most of the time.

I know you've tried. She did too.
A mere sorry couldnt be any better to slove the situation now.
I feel you.

Now please come back wont you? :/

To sum up my very last day,

Yes, I'm retarded, dumb and stupid.

never been better

2010-03-03T11:54:00.000+08:00

School's been pulling me down lately.
Many reasons-schoolwork, teachers, time management and chinese.
Although Daryl never fails to make my life any better =D

It's already March and why am I not surprised that everything seems so fast?
Cause time is not gonna stop and wait for us righttttttt.
And yes, MARCH. My sister has been hinting to me that 9 march is coming.
IT'S HER BIRTHDAY.

So today was'nt a really good day after school cause I got abit pissed off at almost everything.
Like the dance and every single stuff that happened and all. :/
And then my mood became better during the ride home.
Though I was real tired and the freaking weather that's killing me.

Some days were going on smoothly especially when there's a new emaths teacher in our class!
Though he's gayshit and he cant teach for nuts, he can be soo nonsensical most of the time that we couldnt stop laughing at him.
Yes, I love his lessons nowwwww.

So a few days back, another misunderstanding happened yet again.
I guess you would have alr know about us.
Yes I cant deny that I'm still bothered bout it.
We may have different perspectives about this and I know you didnt take it well.
But maybe you should know that I've alr told you what it's like now.
Things changed, everything can change.
It's just a matter of time, and the path that you wanted it to be.
I hope you will cool down for awhile though I know your hatred towards me might last forever.
No matter how much I tried to save this friendship, it always fail.
And I guess I'll still try, no matter how much it takes.

Be soft,
Do not let the world make you hard.
Do not let the pain make you hate.
Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness.
Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree,
you still believe it to be a beautiful place.

Cause I've never really been that good with goodbyes.

Shall go sleep now in case daryl starts to complain bout my eyebags.
HAHA goodnight(:

tale

2010-02-27T23:01:00.003+08:00

I could say many things had changed over a few months and I'm kinda happy with it(:

Though certain matters were unforgettable, others were meant to be saved as well.
And I'll try my best to stay and hold on for as long as possible.

I've picked myself out from the previous cry and I know that I wont fall back down again.
Because i've gained something that will make me move forward like never again.
Thank you(:

if you still read it

2010-02-26T22:56:00.004+08:00

Regrets? Misunderstandings and accusations.
I would used to but not anymore.
I know I shouldnt have wrote certain things on my previous posts and yet, I wrote it in a moment of haste.
I'm sorry alright? Maybe that's why you said some things are better left unsaid.
But I beg to differ.
Though everything changed now, I cant deny that I would still hope to be your friend.
And I'm certain that we will.
Maybe now's not the right time yet.
Thanks for sharing with me anyway. Cause I rather know the truth than to be kept in a dilemma all the time.

And I hope you will not let the past affect you in any way.
Cause you're not always in the wrong.
You may not agree with me but I'm certain that things will never work out if you dont try.

regrets comes in handy

2010-02-19T21:57:00.002+08:00

Hello. Life's cool. (:
I'm gonna like blog something sensible today cause my previous post is like lameshit.

School's soo so-normal and short this week.
Geography is taking most of my time and yet it's so hard to score.
And then I hardly watch teevee now cause I'm so tired everytime I come back home and have to force myself to complete my hmk. Freak.

I was reading my previous posts just now (last year) and then I realised how much I regretted about posting them up.
And then I recalled how I used to type out what's right on my mind and then I'll have to face serious consequences.
And now I would rather backspace of what I've typed for fear of hurting anyone or maybe, I didnt really wanna hurt anyone but just saying out what I feel. right?

Enough crapping.
I'm soo gonna read that book rafael gave me.
It's been a long time since I touched a book since eclipse didnt interest me that much due to the lack of the appearance of Jacob.
Successfully, his maomao has been glued back and poot poot will come back soon.
K I bet you dont get that sentence, whatever.

I have to start the dance tmr.
K bye (:

forced to update

2010-02-16T01:09:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone, well someone forced me to update this blog so i'm blogging now =O!

SOOO like...I'm like speechless now.
Glad it's cny cause there's no school? And I met new family members.
I swear my family tree is freaking complicating yet amusing. HAHA

And I watch a frigging chinese movie cause my cousin refuse to watch valentine's day cause he think it's dumb.
ITS NOTTTTTTTTTT.
I WANNA WATCH VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!
-Jacob's inside! (his real name suckkks)
-Jessica Alba is soooo damn gorgeous.

Anyway, someone forced me to say that he's very handsome and erm smart.
SIGH, SELF PRAISE.

Now's a tuesday!!
There's school tmr ):

celebrations

2010-02-13T13:40:00.005+08:00

It's been long since I've blogged.
Spent a great day yesterday cause lessons were hardly taught and celebration was all we had.

Went to watch Percy Jackson and he's soo freaking hawt.
Cause 1, he looks abit like Zac Efron
and 2, his eyes are BLUE!

Then after, walk around with daryl and la la la la la.
Met Brenna and Wilson after that and we ate sushi for dinneer!
Thanks for the treat (:
Got a little upset and extremely pissed off after what I heard bout some person over dinner.
Not saying anything and act as if nth has happened do hurt more.

ANYWAY, to whoever you are, THANKS for yesterday =D
Omg I'm sure you know who i'm refering to.
From the gift to everything that happened, it was great.
And though you thought making is dumb, ITS NOT.
It's real hilarious though. =D
Thank youuuuuuu!

Happy chinese new year people. (:
Been doing badly for tests nowadays.
Shittt, must start studying hard after CNY.

Hardrock!

2010-02-07T18:52:00.006+08:00

OMGGGGGGG
Yesterday was fun + crazy + hyper-ish and everything!
Happy early birthday Jose! =D
So their food proportion at Hardrock were freaking huge and Kevin ate almost half of my food and I'm still full!
The strawberries smoothies were awesome and the burger was like WOAAAAAH.
ENOUGH BOUT FOOD!

Most touching part of the day was when the band sang a birthday song for Jose where she was standing right on the stage with many overwhelming audience.
Then Rafael became the DJ of the day and he totally embarrassed me in front of everyone! AHHHH
Songs were being played so we dance and jump and scream around.
Then there was the homosexual part of the day where girls started kissing one another and stupid Mary hitting girl's butt. =O!!

Funny thing is that when you suck into a helium balloon, your voice changed like the chipmunks!
And we had loads of attempts of it. HAHAHA
DAMN COOL.

JOSE'S SIS IS SOO HAWT!
So yesterday was extremely awesome and today was HELL cause I just had tuition today.
AS USUAL, she nag and nag with that weirdo accent and gave me loads of hmk. ):
OMG you must be thinking, 'I feel so sad for you audrey"
YES I DO TOOO.

And I still have ALOT of hmks not done yet. Freak those teachers mann.
SO you shall stop here and stop reading this post because you're gonna feel sad for me!
Right right?
STOP IT.
Why're you still reading?!
OH MANNNNNNNNNNN ):

OMG ONE MORE THING.
Ys told me he and wilson's appeal was a SUCCESS and they got into nyp!
And then I have no idea why the hell there's a letter Y in "nyp" so I assumed they got into Ngee Ann Poly, but NOT.
Cause Wilson told me that they actually got into Nanyang Poly and I was like wthhh?!
I didnt know Nanyang Poly existed in Singapore. OMGGGGG.
So dumb rightt. Whatever.
But anyway, CONGRATS!

EVENTS BREAD

2010-02-05T20:34:00.002+08:00

I'M SO HAPPY CAUSE THERE'S NO LESSONS TMRRRR!
Means I can sleep late and wake up late and then go out and sleep late again.
Even though I still have to see that cheena bitch on sunday ):

Mixture of events:
-Circle circle circle circle circle grrrrrrr
-ACCIDENTLY stapled my thumb and char laughed at me for consecutive days.
-Joked that I would go for plastic surgery for my disfigured thumb and Hab had to tell almost the whole world.
-Mr Ando was angry today ):
-Been kinda busy with cheerleading dance
-Saw new drama members today, awesome.
-Daryl thought that Kentridge Sec School was "Commonwealth Sec" when there's this BIG SIGN posted right in front of us!
(cant get over it cause it's just soooo dumb. HAHAHA)
-Lack of sleep and tmr i'm gonna make up for it =D

There's more but I'm too lazy to think. =O
SIGH, procrastination is a big problem.
And I'm gonna have to stop it soooon. (not)

Tsssk I'm so disappointed with you know who.
Stupid petty gas. Yea yea, you're forever right.
Go fuck yourself weirdo.

first feb

2010-02-01T02:30:00.001+08:00

I had a conversation with someone earlier on just now and I felt soo much better now.
Or maybe just the feeling of being relieved?
All along, I always thought it was your fault and I really have no idea how much you've been through.
I felt better not because he had his own reasons nor he just wanna prevent those pain.
But that you were being strong, to overcome this challenge that I'm sure i'll never be able to face it if i were in your shoes.
Avoiding those rumours, not caring what your close-friends said about you was really a great obstacle.
And even though everything is over now, I felt really contended after talking to you.
Thank you, for those bits and pieces. (:

And I've came to realised that I should treasure for what I have now.
It seem soo damn fast and yet, I wish time would pass by slower.
So that I have the time to reminisce, to think and recall those happy memories.
And i'm just so afraid of losing it. :/

Anyway, to the dear bread, just wanna tell you that I'll always be there for you no matter how your nights always get so cold.
Cause i'll always be the friend who's willing to lend a shoulder to you to cry on.
Cheer up yeah (:

Happy first feb peeople.
The end of jan leads to the start of everything.

look, listen

2010-01-31T18:59:00.004+08:00

happy birthday.

I have no idea why am I taking the risk to blog about this.
Maybe cause it had been a long time so I doubt you would ever read it?
It was meant to a speechless post at first and I may have written what i'm suppose to write on my text to you but sometimes a little more aint that harm.
Furthermore, it might be the last time, or one of the last that we're ever gonna talk so frequently again.

But anyway, thanks for those old times and memories.
It's been tough sometimes and then it gets so unpredictable.
And I knew all along that it's gonna be like a roller coaster full of ups and downs and that it'll eventually stop one day.
And many had said I'm clinging on to nothing.
Because I have to face reality someday and am doing it now.
And I have no right to stop whatever you're doing or what you're thinking.

Nothing in this world, is as it seems.
What I wanted at first, had me left with many questions.
What I didnt expect now, leave me with no regrets.

Thanks for those text-es last year.
Thanks for those calls.
And the day-out.
Though it might be the last time I'm reminiscing.

"Each day should be passed as though it were our last."
Goodbye.

Oh, it tears me up I tried to hold on but it hurts too much I tried to forgive but it's not enough To make it all okay

I love you princess diana(:

2010-01-27T11:59:00.001+08:00

I'm so disappointed with myself for disrupting my beauty sleep due to the several miss calls, messages and disruptions.
HAHAHA WHATVERRRRRRRR.

It's so sucky that 2010 has just begun and tons of hmk are alr left not completed.
And I lost my prefect tie ):
I'm gonna screw whichever bastard who took it away. =O

On the bright bright awesome side of life, diana's super sweet sixteen happened on the 26th Jan (:

Tonight's the night I've waited for
Because you're not a baby anymore
You've turned into the prettiest girl
I've ever seen
Happy birthday sweet sixteen.

Bet you were touched by my messages!
Though I havent gave you any present yet,
(sucks right, I'm always not on time)
hope you had a great day that day!

Though some of you guys werent exactly satisfied with your selection of schools,
it might actually be for the better as you guys never know what's gonna come.
All the best (:

I regretted something today.
Stupid itchy hands, cause everyone can reads it, everyone could know it.
And yet I promised never, and yet I did.

Dont just read, dont ask.
Dont interpret, just look.
Dont go back, dont turn back.

not!

2010-01-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

Dont read. Trust me.

HELLOOO!
I’M A HAPPY KID,
I’M A HAPPY KIDDO,
I’M A HAPPY PERSON!
A VERY VERY HARPEE HUMAN BEING.
LA LA LA LA LA
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!
AND I LOVE YOU!
HEHEHE HAHAHAHAHA

gohys

2010-01-23T21:30:00.004+08:00

Hello, you're awesome.

21st Jan 2009,

Happy Birthday GOHYS (:
Though it wasnt really the most perfect day on that day, hope you had a great time.
Despite telling you this for a thousand and one time, stop emo-ing mann.
Cause you're great and a good friend to come, no one is perfect right?
And you've done all the best you can already, so three cheers for you.
Thanks for being there especially on some particular days, where you-know-what and who it is.
Haha it's over now right?
You soo rock, coldrock/hardrock.

At least I blogged something practical today.
I'm tired.

I wonder, do you still read my blog?
or you just dont give a shit anymore? like how you always did?

2010-01-22T00:44:00.000+08:00

hello

how's life?

goodbye (:

depression

2010-01-20T20:36:00.003+08:00

Yay I'm finally blogging again.
School's been so stress nowadays.
I mean, its only the first few weeks of school and it sucks cause there's a test almost everyday.
And then the counsellor came to our class today to talk about life theory and she disgusted me alot.
But then again, I feel motivated knowing that I'm taller than her =D

AND I'M SO DEPRESSED CAUSE I DIDNT GROW ANY TALLER.
(you should see my sad face after pe)
I was soo looking foward to the height and weight thingy, taking a step further of an air stewardess but damn, screw those machines!
So you know what, I changed my mind! No more of that ambition.
( I'm still gonna wear that five inch heels) HAHA

Anyway, another that's even depressing is that there's lessons every sat.
wthhhhh and sat is apparently the day where most ppl would be having tuitions.
Omgggg which is soo not good at all cause sunday would be my doomz day (tuition) and since most cant come out on saturday, there's a very low chance of me going out on weekends. =O
Get that? :/

Ahhh I love farhanna btw (: RANDOMMMM
Tmr's some emo person's birthday. HAHAHA

D BOOBS

2010-01-14T23:43:00.001+08:00

Today was one of the biggest joke ever, (yet 'surprising').
Not the fact that it was Habibah's birthday but the way we planned to make it as a surprise failed in a good way.

Firstly, she already caught diana holding the cake
while rushing our way back to class.
So we kept denying that she've seen nothing but our act of covering it failed.
Since she alr knew what was going to happen, we forced her to PRETEND to be shocked when we suprised her.
I swear the cake was awesome! Though she had cream all over her face.
And she totally cried when Mingduo gave her that dress!
HAHAHA

Oh and yes, HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN HABIBAAAAH!
Really hope you enjoyed our mini celebration for you today. Seriously, without you in our class, there wont be as anyone as crazy to shout/scream/"cry"/wail/whine or whatever dramatic things that you're capable of doing. In short, you're an awesome friend! =D

I love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you!

16 "i love you's" to you since you're already a legal virgin =P

shit stuff, new look

2010-01-12T21:17:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna change the way I look at things now.

Like how strawberries could be rather sweet instead of being sour.
How coins could unlock some doors just by turning it around.
How you could look at a person and change the whole perspective of it by seeing through a different point of view.

How you could feel the remorse around some of your friends and yet feels the same way too but not admitting the lost battle, you continue fighting on and it somehow succeeded in your heart.
Though it might not be easy.
But it's aint that hard too.

Sometimes I love my class like really alot cause everyone seems so happy and hyper and so free of worries and such.
Though I thought singing helps to add into the
already hyped up atmosphere of it. :p
And yet it could be so great cause you wont think of any stuff that's bothering/gonna bother you and bam, big wide smile on my face! =D

No matter how we try to be mature, we will always be a kid when we all get hurt and cry
-Peter Pan

HAHA Peter Pan!
DO EPIC SHITXZXZ!

last moment

2010-01-11T00:18:00.000+08:00

First of all,

Happy sweet sixteen Jean(:

It was her birthday and we had her to stand on the stage during recess while we sang the bday song non-stop.
I think it kinda repeated for alot of times. haha

After school was nerve wrecking cause it was the O's results.
Not that it's my turn yet but it's fascinating to see how people react when they got back their results.
Most of the pure-science students didnt get an A so the teacher suggested us to drop it.
Which I think majority of our class will cause they're already considering it.

Didnt catch anyone crying though but it was kinda sad for those who didnt do as well as they have expected.
Oh well, you guys did your best (:

After-school time,

It's been quite a long while since I saw all of them
It might be the last time, but then again maybe not. (:

what I didnt expect

2010-01-10T19:11:00.003+08:00

People say that walking away is the hardest thing to do, but it isn’t. Staying, even when you know it will break your heart, is the hardest thing.

I cant believe it. I dont believe it. I'm so shocked. I went speechless not long after.
OMGGGAAA I didnt expect it. At least not now.
As least not so fast.
And yet my impression changed now.
I finally understood why people get disappointed.
Cause now I felt that way too.
And like what she said, once you start, you cant stop.
Really?

From next week onwards, I'm gonna be very very strong.
This has nothing to do with what I said previously.
Not literally strong. But you know what I'm talking about.
This year, I'm gonna forgive but not forget.
I'm not gonna stay on, I'm gonna move on.
Just because people calls me a bimbo, does'nt mean I'm dumb.
Just because I'm naive and gullible, does'nt mean I aint smart.
I'm not talking crap btw. I mean it.

Tuition is starting soon.
Need to face reality, since torture is coming.
You can do it!!

2010-01-10T17:32:00.004+08:00

Open house was yesterday.
Surprisingly, quite alot of new sec 1s has signed up for drama, which is a good thing =D
Changhui and I was advertsing it by walking around with that big banner.
Omgg retarded, and Mr Y had us to put a smile on our face.

Had a trip to Ngee Ann Poly open house to take a look and mann, it was kinda fun.
Not those courses and all but the popcorns and getting those shirts if we shouted something nice about NP.
And bread shouted the loudest, "NP boomz!"
Not long after, we found out that Ris Low was there too!
We even saw the muttons and utt!
OhMyGod Utt is soo hawt!

Gone and headed to Clementi to have dinner at subway.
Healthy lifestyle, healthy dinner :p
Had a good laugh there as Rafael was making those funny actions and such. (as usual)

So awesome righttt
Met Zhaochin along the way(:

Lucky Donut

bitchy bella

2010-01-08T22:42:00.002+08:00

Seriously had a good laugh of it! OMGG

HAHAHA

2010-01-07T23:58:00.003+08:00

Saw Alawiyyah coincidently yesterday on my way home.
She was telling me how's life without school and somehow, she wished she would be back to school again.
Well, school's fun with all your friends and all but stress is seriously smth that can be a total bitch.

I would go out like everydaaaay after O's mann!
Like what darly chui said, its best to party everyday after O's so that when your results are out and its bad, you did enjoy before that. wooohoo =D

Today's lessons were funny. Not literally.
Especially history. Madam wong constantly laughs to herself everytime she tries to make a 'joke'.
And then she wont give us extra lessons on sats cause she's having chinese dance.
HAHAHA JOKE!

Many teachers have been advising us whether should we continue staying on to pure science or drop to combined science.
I am soo dropping mann. Less stress!
Annnnd, science is soo not my type.

School's fun? oh yes, PARTLY.
My daddy had a sandbag place right in the middle of our house.
How great.

new start

2010-01-06T19:52:00.003+08:00

I think the first few days of school were pretty fun!

ALOT of changes have been made to our school and our lessons
ends at 3.30 almost everyday.
WTHHHHH and we had replacement of teachers too.
Sad to say that 3/4 of them are strict and they expects high expections as usual.
Sucks rightt :/
Worst, hmks and tests seems to be doubled and we only had 25min recess on some days.
Oh well, the holiday mood has to be gone! I know rightt.

On the other hand, classes were quite fun cause I love my seating arrangement.
From nat to diana to brenna to mingduo to alicia to kristy and mindy.
omgg how fun can this be mann.
And I'm soo glad we change our chinese teacher!
YES no more horrible sight of that fake uneven saggy boobs!
And dareeen koh got transfered to our class for cheena =D

Though it's been a few days, it seems like a long time being spent in school alr.
Cant wait for march holidays!

And if Mr Y is strict, check out our co-form teacher!
2012 OMG!

great events

2010-01-03T16:55:00.004+08:00

Hello 2010!
This is like my second post of the day.
2009 passed so fast.
Made new friends, lost a few great friends to the state that we became strangers.
Much events had happened though some were very dramatic.

Bestest together after school or during recess, had alot of good times with them.
Experience a complicated yet tough road with Sam (thank you) (:
I had alot of fun in my new class especially those times when I sat beside Kristy and she'll ask me to shut up whenever I starts singing.
Funny times =D
And then all of us would be like wthh whenever there's a surprise test (it always happens)
and those times whereby our teachers would constantly reprimand us for whatever reason.
I knoww right. :/

Then there's still Habibah who is always there for me whenever I faced any difficulties (anything but studies :p) and Mingduo and Kevin whom I go out with quite often during the hols.
Met BAAA randomly and spent funny memories with them (:
Had an awesome awesome friend moorthy kumadinho who never fails to cheer alicia and I up.
And lastly, not forgetting darren koh who has always been a great friend since sec 1 =D

There's still the old clique with Rafael, Mary and the old 2d'08 peeps and those ex-thespians who still organised outings and meet-ups.

Good times, old times.
Oh well, sometimes, things are meant to be lost so that greater stuff could occur.

And yes, 2010 is here.
School's starts tmr, awiting for O's. ):
I really hope it would be another great year as what many do says.

New Year Resolution:
EXERCISEEEEEE

KAWAII

2010-01-03T12:00:00.006+08:00

I'm back from kawaii land!
Had my phone lagging like some shit and was constantly re-starting by itself for an hour or plus.

Well, the trip's not too bad though we didnt get to watch any sumo-wrestling shows.
Saw a few hara-juku girls on the last day and it was rather normal for most Jap girls to dress up on the streets.
Some Jap guys were cute too and they kinda look like comic characters! HAHA

Sadly, we didnt get to see snow AGAIN! ):
The wind was blasting us to the max though the degree were'nt that low.
Oh well, we could always have another chance next year. :/

Disney Land was the bomb!
Alot of disney characters were parading around and I saw Alice from Wonderland!
Didnt catch Snow White though. My fav character!! HAHA
The rides aint as terror as Universal Studio but the food was niceeee.
Omgg totally makes me feel younger! HAHA

Lastly, shopping was satisfying!
I thought it would have sucks considering those never-endings trips to boring temples!
But it was so great on the last day cause we finally made our way to the five-storeys Forever 21! But yeeah, it was more expensive as usual. :/

She's so cute!
Dora The Explora!
Dadddddy =D

Ticket to Disneyland
Imitation of the character FAILED

along the road

2009-12-29T22:53:00.003+08:00

I'm not shopping now cause apparently, the shopping mall near this hotel closes at 8!
Which means it's 7 in Sgpore.
Oh well, lucky I'm changing hotel like every day.
Which is kinda a good thing cause every hotel has a internet excess so far =D
Anyway, there's hardly to shop for clothes here cause mostly are winter clothing.
Though it's freaking cold here, the Jap girls wore so little!
Some even wore a dress and walk in the streets! =O
Maybe they're just used to it. HAH

Well today's not a really good day.
Visiting Japanese temples was all we did!
There was suppose to be come kimono show going on but it was cancelled for whatever reason.
Taking the bullet train was awesome!
I swear its 10000 times way faster then the train in S'pore!
And sleeping on the bus was totally the best thing we did.
Haha I just love long bus rides! =D

The Jap people here are REALLY friendly with all smiles and such.
The streets are damn clean and people hardly spit on the ground.
Cooooool.

HAH anyway, Alicia's face is extremely red to the max nowwww!
Daddy brought alcohol and told us to drink it.
I thought it looks like orange juice or smth. HAHA

Some said it might snow tmr!
OMGGGGG PLEASE DO!

wow

2009-12-28T20:59:00.004+08:00

I cant believe I'm actually blogging now.
So like, my older sis brought along my mummy's laptop to Japan.
Here I am, using it now =D

Well, Japan's not bad so far.
The weather's freaking colddd.
Somehow, the streets there resembles abit of Korea.
I kept having the thought that I am in Korea instead.

I watched two and a half shows during the plane ride.
Oh yes, I hardly sleep.
'Time's Traveller's Wife', 'Music And Lyrics' and a little bit of "Imagine That" was greeat.
Of course, I still stare at those hot-air stewardess when they pass by the cabinet!

So we went to Universal Studio today.
The scenery was awesomeee!
Some of the streets are very vintage-like while others are just like a fairytale.
The rides were breath-taking and it wasnt that scary. Pheew
We sat on this 3-D Terminator ride and ALL of us fall asleep.
So much for not sleeping on the plane :/

You know, the colder the weather gets, the higher the chances of being hungry.
Duuuh, I ate alot today.
Felt the guilt, YES.
Thats why I have to do sit-ups.
Omgg, I'm soo gonna exercise everyday in Japan to maintain my diet.

HAH we ate mostly seafood for dinner too.
Was wondering how bread's gonna survive the dinner since she hates seafood.
Butt, the bbq-ed crab tasted real gooood! =D

The time's like 9 plus at night alr.
Surprisingly, I'm sleeping soon.
Have to wake up real early tmr :/

blasting!

2009-12-27T12:04:00.002+08:00

Hey all!
I'm up so early like 11 plus in the morning cause we aint done with the packing and all for Japan.
Like the clothing's not enough bla bla bla.
So I have to prepare or smth but apparently, not.

Was planning to wake up at 6pm in the evening then I'll leave for Japan at night.
How awesome is that right.
But its okay, I can still sleep on the plane.

Will blast back in a week's time.
By then, it would alr be 2010.
Not cool cause I will be back one day before school reopens. =O!
What a late holiday. HAHA

So, Happy New Year in advance!
Wonder what it's gonna be like next year.

Santa

2009-12-26T00:33:00.007+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! (:

Always my favourite holiday of the year!
Reminiscing how I spent it last year makes me =D
I miss those cycling rides, the bbq and the fun we had.

Well this year was a little different though.
Spent my christmas with different people and it was quite fun!

Bowling at Safra wasnt really that good cause I seriously suck at it and was the last in fact :/
Wanted to catch a movie but almost every show was selling out fast and there was no way we could all sit together with so many people around.
Had a good laugh at macs cause kumadinho and wee keat were entertaining us with their jokes.

Orchard was crowded like shitttt and Alicia and I were so tempted to go shopping cause everything seems to be on sale.
Mingduo, who's been acting as a real good "father" was with us all along, afraid that we'll get lost or something.
HAHA

I didnt really had the christmas mood today though.
More like I felt it yesterday cause we had christmas dinner at home and it was soo awesomee.
Mummy and Daddy wore christmas hats too during the dinner. Hahaha =D
And we finally had turkey though they totally hated it.
My muai-thai warrior sister was sick sadly, (had a bad sore-throat) and hence wasnt really in a good mood.

If Santa really do exist, my dad said that we'll never get a present cause there's no chimney in our house.
Hence, Santa cant pop to our house and put our gifts into the christmas socks.
HAHAHA

BRAS OUT

2009-12-23T23:50:00.004+08:00

I went to quite alot of places today and its soo damn retarded.
Today was one of the day where I laughed the most till my stomach almost went from pain to boom!

Firstly, headed to west coast cause habs/diana wanted to ruuuuuun to relieve whatever stress they have. LOL
So I was damn happy when we didnt wanted to run in the end cause I hate running ttm!
Instead, we started talking and then we noticed some little kids sitting in this 4 wheels "bicycle".
And it was so darn cool so we rented it for the three-person ride and its super retarded to the max. HAH

Habibah was probably riding it most of the time while the two of us sat at the back, enjoying the wind and singing songs! haha
I thought the "bicyle" was really light but it's damn heavy when I step on the pedal up this so-called slope and went backwards instead. :/

But it was soo fun especially when we're back at the counter and there was this guy who took a picture of us after several failed attempts.

First attempt: he took it as a video
Second attempt: he went to the pictures corner and was wondering why the image didnt move
Third attempt: the "bicycle" was moving and he kept asking us not to move. LOL!

After we laugh and laugh and laugh and explained to him all those stuff, we finally took a picture.
Soooo funny I swear.

Oh yaaah, best thing was that we did caroling!
Yaaaay except that we sat down instead of standing up to sing and we kinda screamed instead of singing it.
And we didnt really look at the lyrics so we just messed it up along the way.
Those guy shaving the grasses must be thinking we're mad or smth.

After all those mad stuff, even crazier stuff happened.
Cause habs wanted to buy bras so we all went to the dressing room together.
So much drama and poking and we laughed non-stop.
Bra-madness number 1 at Wisma. CRAAAZY!

We headed to vivo after that.
During the train ride to vivo, we saw an extremely cute guy and was like freaking out!
And there was this lady with him so I thought it was his gf or smth but Habs claim it was his mum.
So we pretend to look at the directory to see if it was his mum or his gf.
LOOOL soo retarded!

Bra-madness number 2 at vivo!
Went to the dressing room once again and laughed continously.

OHH and we had this ice-cream thingy after at swensens.
It was so awesome and all of us ate it till the end.
The plate was sooo clean. HAHA

Our legs were damn tired after much running/walking.
Laughed ALOT today!

YAY WONDERPETS!

2009-12-23T00:47:00.005+08:00

HAHAHAHA this video is awesome to the max!
Could'nt stop laughing at it. ITS DAAAAMN FUNNY!

Guess I'm being influenced by Alicia who sings it EVERY NIGHT.
Like literally every night please.
Ever since the older one went to thailand to punch people, alicia went over to sleep with me.
And the wonderpets theme song is sort of her "goodbye" song.
WAHAHAHA JOKE!

Some asshole is baaaaaaack!
"I went to watch a indian show in malaysia! Damn awesome!"

HAHAHAHA

joke

2009-12-22T19:31:00.005+08:00

I watch Avatar today!
No more case 39. ):
Stupid timing. Just like Coraline.
Always cheat my feelings. HAHAHA

Anyway the movie was soo awesome cause they're all real blue.
And the funniest part was when the daddy died and then his daughter started crying like a joke.
Not a sadist but was damn entertaining when they starts to whine each time they fight/attack or whatever they're gonna do.
GREEEEEEEAT.
I'm gonna watch it again and again and never ending.

Had to reach home like god damn early cause my relatives are here.
Apparently, there's some shit festival going on, thats why they're here.
And my older sis is coming baaack tmr.
OMGG so fast, wth.
Hell is coming soon. ):

Looking foward to tmr!
Was talking to D last night and we said we're gonna do our
"christmas carols" tmr.
YAAAAAAAY. Sing sing sing =D

P.S: Please vote maneepriyasalahalabombala's blog as LAMESHIT =D

Tik Tok

2009-12-21T00:35:00.007+08:00

Dont Read

I'm so tired. Not literally tired.
Been constantly hearing from many that being made used of, being a toy, taking things for granted aint good.
I tried to get outta this circle.
I tried to remind myself repeatedly of all the horrible things being done, that is not an eye candy to me and not to others as well.
It is bad, not extreme but a sore to one's eye.
I had to keep my stand but I'm afraid of losing, for fear of falling badly.
Everything's a shit and yet it could give out sparks once in a while.
The awkward moment was there once in a blue moon and yet, every single bit pretended like nothing happen.
Some say I should let loose while the others said I should presevere.
Well it's my choice, my decision yet it's so hard to specifically decide on one.

It's hard, yet never easy.
So I'll just let time decide? Tik Tok...

Please, I wanna go bisexual.

rush

2009-12-20T23:59:00.006+08:00

This morning, I was woken up by the continuos calls by benedict.

"COME DOWN NOW!"

We're suppose to meet at my house nearby so that he could give me his christmas present and I was suppose to buy him another one in return.

So I went back to my beauty sleep after that and woke up quite late.
Headed to holland to have a little chat with wilson since he's working there.
Marx came later, taking a cab all the way from little india I think. HAHA

Was conned by a Indian mann whose motive was to sell his keychain for 10 bucks.
So after beating around the bush for..A REALLY LONG TIME, he finally let out what was the purpose of it.
Wanted to push mary away but was shocked he agreed to buy the keychains.
Oh well, he said doing a "kind" deed wont die. HAHA

Went to Cold Rock after that to chill for awhile.
Did abit of catching since we hardly met up during the hols.
Had chocolate mixing once again while Mary had bubblegum with christmas pudding.
Nice names, horrible taste. :S

At night, mum desperately wanted to catch a "nice" movie.
The show was boring to the max!!
Almost every part of it was fighting and it even ended abrutly.
Oh wait, I dont even know what's the title of the show. Joke.

No more paramore concert! ):
Mum doesnt agree to pay the tickets.
Oh well, if Katy Perry or Zac Efron is coming, I HAVE TO GO.

when it rains

2009-12-19T16:00:00.002+08:00

And when it rains
You always find an escape
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you
From everything
You made yourself a bed at the bottom
Of the blackest hole
And you'll sleep till May
You'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

I was so tired yesterday. I slept at 10.
It was so amazing how I could lay awake, with my eyes open the whole night during chalet.
Without any sound, no music playing and with almost everyone asleep.
The ceiling was so beautiful yet so scary at the same time.
I had time running through, counting the shapes of it in my heart, thinking bout many stuffs in my mind.

The night walk was nice.
Nice that could refresh my mind from everything.
Passing through many rooms, through many people still having fun though it was late, through the quiet walk ways, through the motionless waves to the bowling area.
We met Henry. He was probably the one talking most of the time.
I was kinda quiet though, I guess.
I guess he was just relieving stress cause results were the next day.
Ys were'nt tired either.
Thank you for killing my boredom. (:

Sometimes I cant wait to leave for Japan.
Everyone's so excited bout it in my family, especially my mum.
To really enjoy my last moment before 2010 comes.
Cause the the day after my trip would be on my way to school.
Thats when O's would be there and study would be the only word people gotta expect from you.
A week would be spent during my trip and I wonder if anything would change after that.
Would anyone be used to being gone and starts to cut off conection?
Nothing, just thinking crap. (:

Well I didnt mention about the chalet uh?
Some of them aint there and so, it kinda lack the distinctive mood.
But fun did appear with the non-stop camwhoring and the continuos motion of pictures being taken in less then a second! HAHA

"Im back from chalet! How's life?"
"Sorry, I'm leaving tmr, hasty decision" :(

Mun and Darren is away for now. D:
Have a safe trip! =D

At cheers,
-Our shop is open for 24 hours but it's only until 2am.

It does'nt make any sense at all right?

One Blind Eye

2009-12-17T02:39:00.001+08:00

I cant believe I'm awake now.
I slept earlier but was too cold no matter how many layers of blanket and hence, couldnt sleep back.

So on the day before yesterday was soo soo awesome cause many meet-ups were held.
It started off with Diana's house where the plan initially was "work".
But obviously, its an epic failure so we did much camwhoring, a little bit of games, ransacking her accessories and tried cooking mania!

A lotta of presents and gifts were taken from Breadou and Ang wm!
Panties + Dark Chocolate + Necklace + Straps = AWESOME.

Headed to dance after that.
They taught my favourite song!
Almost died of love when I heard it. AHHHH
Hmmm whatcha say? HAHA

Gone to timbre to meet up with the rest for dinner.
Debbie came really real late so predictably, trying to save the pizza for her failed to be a success.
The bands there were playing a few songs and we seems to be the only "fans" there.
The crowds seems so dead. :/

The extreme climax came when they played Bad Romance and omgg, it was soo fuuun!
Everybody seems to know the lyrics and starting singing along,
especially Habs and Dyan who sang a little louder AND crazier, screaming their lungs out.
Then when dyan was in his own world, claiming that he knew the steps and starts dancing to it, Qeera would be giving the usual stare and would be like, "No Dyan no!"
HAHAHA epic.
And we had made a request for Katy Perry's Hot and Cold and it was so awesome when they agreed at first.
But apprently, they didnt played it and we were like, whuutt. ):

Was soo happy Julia bought her camera so we had tons of camwhoring too!
Was disrupted some parts of the day when my older sis had to take the camera from me for her trip to Thailand.
And it's gonna be two weeks. Urgh!

Finally, debbie came when everything was almost over. Haha
Habs alr left and we stayed there for bout 15 more mins then headed back home.

Was soo glad for everything that happened!
Three words, F-U-N =D

So like, BAAA's chalet is gonna be in a couple of hours time.
It was soo funny cause everybody went to the supermarket for groceries shopping.
And the guys were so seriously in it, really choosing those stuffs and had much consideration with the price and all. wth? HAHA

And they wanted to go ALL THE WAY to chinatown JUST to buy vodka cause it was much cheaper there.
And diana had a dispute over the disadvantages of transport fares which wont make much difference.
But obviously, there's alotta difference. HAH

Far East Plaza's cookies and cream orea drink was soo nice to the max that I had to insist them to try it!
And mann, I knew they just love it =D
Finally had a liking to a school bag and though it's kinda expensive, I'm not caring any consequences and that I have to reserved it first for fear of being taken away. :/

Was real tired after everything and slept immediately once I reached home.
And now I cant believe my eyes are wide open.
Its still cold. Sheesh.
I'M GONNA SLEEP NOW!

Random Thoughts

2009-12-14T22:45:00.006+08:00

I just ate 4 bananas! YAAAY
I hate bananas btw.

I saw strawberries in the fridge and I was tempted to try it.
I hated strawberries since young cause it's so sour.
Recalled someone saying that strawberries are hot and sexy. *grins.

So basically, I'm finally at home all day today,
doing all the necessary stuff a normal person would do if he/she were to stuck at home and not go out.
Which is sleeping/watching tv/online/gossip girl and many many more.
And that does not include eating
cause I refrain myself from eating in-between meals from like since I was look-alike pregnant and it's gonna make me get fat,
and then I'll start crying again while looking at myself in the mirror.
But I wont be anorexic since I know that
I'm not fat nor plump but not skinny either but I'm just having a little too much fats for my size.
URGH.

Random thoughts:
-I dont like Chase Crawford anymore although he looks like Zac Efron =O!!
-Three cheers for Chuck in Gossip Girl =D
-Brenna is back and there's no pictures of hot guys!! HAHAHA
-Banana is not fattening right?
-Forced my maid to paint my nails for me =D
-I feel like punching someone now. hmmm

TMR TMR TMR =D

love grandma to bits

2009-12-12T23:38:00.000+08:00

Meet my awesome granny!

For those who've been wondering how my older sis looks like, or were surprised that I had an older sis besides alicia, there she is in the picture!
Its like once in a blue moon I ever get to see my grandma.
Not a bad grandaughter but its only cny or her birthday that i get to meet her. (mostly)
Which we'll try to visit her moree next time.

So today was her birthday.
Alicia and I was preparing what to say if our aunt ever gave out criticism from her big mouth.
Which she didnt today.
I would wanna punch her if she did. just kidding =D

I'm soo soo tired.
I've been going out almost everyday and I need to rest at home and tmr's my aunt bday.
Sigh.
While almost everyone seems to be saying that they've alr watch finish gossip girl, I'm still stuck at season two.
Sorry habs, will try to watch it as fast as possible!

And HSM CONCERT is today!
No Zac Efron ): (Expected)
I'm still not getting over the fact that he watches naruto and is scared of the ghost from The Ring.
HAHA

PS: BRENNA IS BAAAACK!

TEAM JACOB!

2009-12-11T23:24:00.004+08:00

I really really hate to say this but New Moon really kinda sucks.
Despite loving Jacob and how hot he is, the movie is soo boring!
Maybe cause I've alr read the book (awesome)
and expected what's happening next but bella's voice is soo dead,
so it makes the movie so plain.
But anyway,
omgg jacob is soo soo hot to the maxzxzxz!
I'm obviously on team jacob!

Cant imagine him being a sharkboy alr.
And now he's damb buff.
Which is soo cute cause his presence makes me not wanna sleep during the movie.
And moorthi, which obviously alr watched the movie was complaining
bout how funny edward's nipples are.
HAH.

Before the movie,
Vijay almost teared when one of the contestants of S'pore idol was out.
Soo drama.
And I'm soo glad to see ang wai mun! ahhh
Cant wait for bestest outing! =D

Case 39? Or not?

great distance

2009-12-10T09:25:00.008+08:00

I'm soo awake now. It's only 9.30am.
I feel so SO NORMAL. Though everyone at home is still asleep
I cant sleeep for god sake.
Maybe it's partly due to the fact that my sister applied medicated oil and the smell is so strong.

So I shall elaborate more about yesterday.
We went to Timbre, it was surprising how we mange to get in.
There's wasnt any band playing though and they had Backstreet Boys' songs playing repeatedly.
Knew many many stuffs and was shocked bout certain things.
Well, it aint that bad, at least its good that all of us had positive mindset.

Oh yah, we ate thai food and it sucks.
It doesnt exactly sucks, just that I chose this real sour noodles that's just so sour.
I mean, it looks nice on the outside but it taste real bad.
And Dyan ate the pineapple rice and the pineapple itself.
How crazy is that. HAHA

Plus dyan + Julia

If u're kidnapped and placed in a room with a computer (with no internet access) and books, and no kidnappers, what would u do?
YS: I would play solitiare.

HAHAHA JOKE

cute

2009-12-09T23:30:00.001+08:00

Yesterday's dance was yay-ness.
So nervous at first, looking at the people around us.
Was really tiring and it was quite tough though.
And I was like perspiring like shit even in an aircon room.
So awesome, the trainer's soo cute. :D

Went to some bar after that cause they didnt check anything.
Everything was so blue-y there.
But we didnt manage to play pool.
Pool is borrrrrring!

Had dinner today at city hall.
I still do not have a liking for Thai food.
And Julia's soo lilly allen. Coooool.

Cant wait for tmr, new moon yeah.
Yay team Jacob!

watch me

2009-12-07T19:09:00.004+08:00

There are so many people out there who will tell you that you cant. What you've got to do is turn around and say, "watch me"

Lately, I've been having soo weird dreams.
Dreams that woke you up abrutly, to find yourself crying.
That scary? And then you cant remember what you dreamt about,
cause everything seems so vague.
I dont think I would wanna watch case 39 anymore.

Was talking to habs on the phone just now.
So crappy.
Telling her I wanna be an air stewardess, and she wanting to be a pilot.
So the minimum criteria is to be at least 158m.
Oh please, I'm obviously shorter than that :(
I wanna grow tall now.
Jumping? Sleeping early? Does it helps?
I'm 15 now. Please say it works.

I'm soo scared for tmrrrrrr.
I think I'll just be the shortest and noob-est there.
And everybody is either experienced or a regular.
Which obviously I'll do worst then habs, mingduo and mike.
But I'm still looking-forward to it.

And wednesday!
I havent seen julia and debbs in like ages.
Like yeeears.
Thursday too! And friday, and like almost everyday.
Coooooool.
Wish holidays could be like forever.

Outta luck

2009-12-06T22:41:00.003+08:00

Saw those drummers at Orchard today.
Kinda missing those percussion days back then. :/

Was suppose to catch New Moon today but couldnt make it in the end.
THURSDAY OKAY!
Did hair extensions. AHHH just for fun!
Saw "best friends", treated us cookies from Famous Amos.
Niceeeeee.

Today could have been a really sad day.
I couldnt find any pencil box that attracts me.
There's only barbie design WTH!
And I didnt really bring enough money so we didnt shop much.

I'm so full nowwww.
Hate that guilt.

coooolzxzx

2009-12-05T13:44:00.005+08:00

Soo tired and crazy yesterday!

Catch up with mun and adelyne to ion to chill.
Adelyne treat us to swensens cause she just gotten her pay.
THANK YOUUU =D
And ice cream buffet was right there in front of us!
But we manage to survive those temptations.
A couple of people beside us were eating so happily, even putting those chocolate cream onto the strawberry.
They're gonna get fat mann!

Headed for the musical after that.
Yeeah, it was real funny. Beauty and the Beast.
The "sisters" were so bimbotic, especially when they imitate Ris Low.
Had a good laugh of it. HAH

Clarke Quay was next, so fuuuuuuuuun.
Habibah as usual, always going mad at little things :p
Back home quite late.
SO TIRED!

Someone's still in jail :/
And omgg, there will be a spongebob live gathering at suntec city mall till 13th dec.
ANYONE?

kimchi

2009-12-03T15:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOREAN!
Hope you had fun yesterday =D

Since I'm not going out today, shall start my Gossip Girl marathon!
YAYNESS =D

Taylor = Jacob

2009-12-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

Bella: "I wish I was tall enough to reach a star"

Jacob: "I would grab
you a thousand stars if I thought it would make you happy"

I love Jacob Black♥

Anywaay, Mum bought us a new camera.
Yeeah baby, its pink!

So Mulan's in chinese
Thought the main lead looks rather cute.
Kinda sad aint it?

Sticks and stones might break your bones but dont let words hurt your feelings or change the way you look at yourself- Rafael

No more drama chalet ):

ZAAAAAAAC

2009-11-29T18:04:00.000+08:00

So my mum forced me to pack my table and I found many collections of
Zac Efron.
Omgg awesome righhhht!
Supposingly, if I didnt finished packing by today, she wont let me go out.
Which I'm done, so I might be going out with my sis today. :D

High School Musical is coming to Singapore.
The fake one.
Argh, means my dreams of seeing Zac Efron are crashed :(
Daddy said he would buy me the very best ticket if he ever comes to Singapore.
I hope it would come true one daaaay.

Sigh, so many people are away.
Wy, Priya and Kym went for OBS. (I wanna go!) ):
Bread's still in US.
Ang wai mun just went to Cambodia.
Please come back rafael. ):
And please sneak out if you can darren koh.
Wanna tell you so many stuff but havent had the chance to yet.

Yesterday's a bad night.
I'm somewhat afraid to look into the mirror now. :/
Or would rather pondered, looking at it.
Maybe I'm just thinking too much.

Okaaay, really cant wait for New Moon. :D

endless

2009-11-26T19:44:00.000+08:00

Hello wello (:
Finally watched 2012.
The world is dying. WOW. Awesome -.-

Storyline was quite expected, but it's kinda nice though.
Rather scary when everything starts collasping one by one.
Best moment was when that lady with the dog point her middle finger to that guy.

HAH but seriously, I would rather die if the world is really ending.
I mean like, so what if we got to a new place?
We have to start all over again.
No more shopping centers, no more technology, plain nothing.
So no point in living uh?
HAHA

Gaaah I really cant wait for dec.
Andand chrisssstmas!
So there might be a 6F chalet or something.
Awesomeeee. Havent see them for quite awhile.

P.S: New Moon's gonna be out sooon.
JAAAAAAAAAACOB! (HAWT)

gonna-watch-it

2009-11-25T13:29:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Sec 4's prom.
Quite cool. Everyone was dressed nicely with glam.
Before prom started, everyone was so busy decorating the room and stuff.
Expected it to be bigger, but was at least presentable. (:
Cant imagine next year it'll be our turn.
Wonder how the sec 2s are gonna plan it!

Not been watching Gossip Girl lately.
Supposingly to be a once-you-watch-it-you-cant-stop kinda show.
But been a little busy and stuffff.
Gonna start my marathon sooooooon.

And I've been dying to watch 2012 OMG.
Realised almost everyone alr watched it and they said it was real awesome.
Prolly watching it today.

Adam Lambert-Time For Miracles OMGGGGGGGG

cover up

2009-11-24T00:26:00.000+08:00

Have you ever wondered how irritating sandflies are?
Whatever, they just bite you and you got that oh-so-itchy feeling
for a period of time.
After that, it turns to marks or worst, scars that will be remained forever.

I'm just kidding actually. LOOOOOOOOL.
Of course, some weirdo creams help to slove those marks or even leg make up?!
OMG yes, my mum gave me some leg spray a few days ago, making sure it would prevent those sandflies bites to be seen.

W: Leg make-up acting as mascara on leg hairs?

Cool or what? HAH

Even Lindsay Lohan is better than you.

mani pedi

2009-11-23T00:02:00.000+08:00

I did pedicure today! =D

WAY BACK

2009-11-21T16:47:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday sucker! (ANNAN)
Btw, his bro is like hot stuff.
And they kinda look alike but noo, I'm not implying that annan's hot.

HAHA had much fun yesterday.
Started off with prank calls in his room then a truth or dare session.
Priya's such an ass.
Thats why her blog is full of lameshit!

And a quarter of them are really tipsy.
Mary was waaaay high.
Back home at 11 going 12.
Mum had to fetch me from the train cause I was scared of the orphan.

I regret/ dont regret watching that show!
Catch it on cruise.
It was supposingly restricted under 17 but the staff there were being so blind to let everyone in. HAH.
The orphan's soo pretty but scary in a way.
She's like 33 but 9 and yet 12?! Wassup with her and numbers?!

Alicia was wanting to watch the topless show.
Too bad she's under 18.
LOOOL just look at herself naked mann!
That should be satisfactory.

The world is soo damn small. NOT. YES.

screw cramps

2009-11-17T21:37:00.000+08:00

A really bad day today.
Drama session didnt turned out pretty well :/
And it rained again.

Worst of all, my stomach hurts like shitzxzx!
I think it's due to the fact that I didnt warm up before or after my sit ups.
And I dont mind the muscle ache.
But I'm having cramps tooo!
The feeling is like the gastric flu kinda pain.
OMG I have it before and its freaking paaain to the max.
Its like a dozens of stupid machineries trying to wreck and tear the insides of your walls, aiming to kill them apart.
Just that aint no blood is coming out from the vagina. Cause it's not menses cramp.
Its effing stomach cramp. Hurts like hell.

And then I was in the train tryna calm myself cause my womb really hurts and there's this anonymous who farted really loudly,

giving out that contagious smell that spreaded throughout the whole train.
Okay maybe its just exaggeration

but it really smells like your poo poo.

Looking on the bright side, I'm going cruise tmr night.
With my mum and alicia. So it's not really a family trip.
Its a half family holiday (:

Follower

2009-11-16T21:54:00.000+08:00

He would just judge things by the outside and then start commenting or scrutinising whatever they're doing.
Or perhaps, he may not wanna think further or rather look deep into the situation.
I dont know what would be the sudden change in a person.
Assumption that lead to all those problems?
And that turn out to be angsty and throwing all the vents everywhere I guess.
A Follower.
Whatever that had happened, alr happened.
We cant turn back time, and rewind everything again.
Maybe it's just some misunderstandings.
Oh maybe it's just destined for it to happen.
You think?

Okay crap, as I was saying, I went gym today!
Omggg it's like my first time theree and there's like this hot babe running on the trackmile.
And there's a huge mirror there where we could look at ourselves (:
YES. DETERMINATION.
I'm determined to flatten my freaking big stomach.
So much from eating junk food uh. Succcks.
I know how it feels now. Being Fat.
YS said that 200 sit ups per day works.
OMGGG I CAN DO IT!

Get fat, NOT

2009-11-15T11:13:00.000+08:00

Meet my sister, Alicia(:

Let me sum up my day.
Went town with sis and moorthi for a movie.

M: Can you imagine 11 guys watching Love Happens together? Yes I'm one of them. (LOL)

Most of the timings were either too late or the seats were all booked.
So we went to ion and lazed there for quite a period of time.

Kinda funny with moorthi's non stop talking and my sis's continuous laughter at him
Walk around orchard and saw many christmas lightings. NICEEEEEEE.

And I'm getting fatter. NOOOOO

hello icecream

2009-11-13T19:06:00.000+08:00

Coldrock with luvena and hiumun.
Sat on comfy swings at the corner of the cafe.
Games were offered at 20 or 50 bucks. Whutttt.

"The only branch in Singapore"
Cool or what.

Okay, I'm acting as if I'm not a local here.
But sadly, it's my first time I've ever been to Coldrock.
Mixing two different types of icecream with prefered toppings.
Awesome!

Omgg havent been watching gossip girls for two freaky days.
And extra curriculum has finally ended.

P.S: Its Friday the 13th PEEPS. HAHA

let go

2009-11-12T17:26:00.000+08:00

Extra gory

2009-11-11T14:17:00.000+08:00

So O levels is over for most people.
Thats why we met up with dyan and qee for a catch-up. :D
Its been months since we ever talked.

And then we watched Jennifer's Body.
Yeeeah I managed to went in. HAHA

The movie was so awesome though many said it wasnt that good.
Megan's really hot even when she's bloody and gory and all.
Best part was when Jennifer and Needy were almost making out.
Totally epic. :D
And it was so cool when she burnt her lips.
Mann, how hot can she ever get mann.

Gone with the movie and then, headed to starbucks to meet Habs and Dan.
We're happy people (:

I'm so glad there's no lessons today.
Hope extra curriculum will end fast.

Chatted with brenna just now.
While she's preparing to sleep, I just woke up and had my breakfast.
How cool.

Megan Fox's just so hawt.

am ALR over it.

2009-11-10T19:39:00.000+08:00

I just have the sudden urge to blog.
Okayy I feel so crushed up right now.
Well not exactly to the extent but just a tiny weeny bit.

Well geog trip's tmr and I'M NOT GOING.
Omgg I totally regret.
The reason is stupid and I know
its gonna be fun with the water rafting and all.
And many 3A peeps are going too. (like diana)
Adding on that brenna's leaving america for a month too :/

Anywayy, that cant be compared to what happened in the afternoon.
I know I should just get over it.
I AM.
But I cant helped feeling so mixed up and all.

"Nothing's wrong, yeah we're still friends(:"
Right, like that ever happen.

And even though I want it to happen, things just turn out the wrong way.
And I want you to know that I still care for you as a friend,
even though it's not that much anymore when I heard about what you said today.
But yeah, I know you dont give a damn anymore
so I guess it all comes to an end k(:

Advanced

2009-11-09T20:55:00.000+08:00

Happy advanced birthday carol(:
Went to celebrate her birthday yesterday.
We got like awesome mini cakes for her.
PRETTY!

The movie was funny alright.
"My girlfriend is an agent"
Kim was wanting to watch it again. :D
Was texting hiumun the wrong movie title. HAHA
Annnd the seats were soo big, it was actually
meant to be a couple seats.
Real funny cause carol... :D (HAHA)

Was actually gonna meet up with dan but he's too lazy.
So we went to the beach area there to chill.

Birthday girl(:

And that breaddy is gonna be in america for a month ):
A WHOLE MONTH :(

great distance

2009-11-07T18:14:00.000+08:00

OMGG moorthi is crazzzy.
HAHAHA whoops, I meant kummaran.

Yes, he came all the way from the east side to the west
just to take a ball from me.
His soccer ball.
Then after taking the ball,
he went all the wayy to the east again just to play soccer.
He said he would die without it. HAHA
And he got lost halfway during the trip. ~.~ (CURLY WURLY!)

LOOOOOOOOOL so we walk around tryna find ice kachang
cause he wants to eat smth icy.
And failed in the end cause couldnt find any.
AHHHHH real funny maaan.
Gonna rush town nowwwwwwwww.

retarded much?

2009-11-06T16:45:00.000+08:00

Not a good day to start with cause chinese lessons invaded in.
Actually there's nothing wrong with the lesson.
ITS JUST HER. HAHA

Halfway through her lecture,
she suddenly look up and said,
"oh God, let me be more patient bla bla bla, Amen" (In chinese)
Wth? HAHA couldnt stop laughing at her.

And then she gave us homework but almost everyone didnt do.
I think only 2 or 3 people handed up.
So being a VERY drama person, she starts over-reacting and gave us lectures again.

Oh well, it's kinda good that she's naggy.
Cause her lecture took almost the whole lesson away.
Great! Less work then :D

Actually, this post is mainly bout how crazy and
retarded she can really get.
HAHA to end off good, shall post a song.
Currently addicted to it- Good Girls Go Bad

The hawt babe in the video is blair, from Gossip Girl.
AHHHHHHHH